You may want to know what the fuck I am looking for with all of this online dating blog bullshit. Well it is simple really. I am looking for the best of myself in a man that loves the worst of myself. Isn’t that what we are all looking for. In the meantime I am realistic. I don’t want a marriage proposal before I’m 34, I don’t feel the tick tock of the damned biological clock like so many other woman, I don’t need my toes sucked, I don’t need to be “taken care” of; as if I am some sort of mentally ill person, and I don’t want to be sexually objectified without my consent.
Recently I had a strange and wonderful afternoon delight with an acquaintance. He was coming down from a long night of birthday debauchery, and I was horney as hell. After the ultimate make out session, god I love those, a nice tumble in the hay and off we went with a grip of friends to a show. He stayed the night, left in the morning and all is well. That is what I want. Right there. Sexual enjoyment, friendship, music, hanging out, and being real. No lines, no bullshit. Just two people enjoying each other in the moment they are together.
I don’t know if I am going to find something so easy and effortless online. It is starting to appear that the men I am attracted to want to skip the getting to know you part, and just focus on your naughty bits. There are the men that have a litter of children that are in the market for a new mommy, and of course there are the regular guys that are just hoping to fall in love and quit looking. I get that, but it is a lot of pressure.
What I want is simple and uncomplicated. I want to go out Friday, play all day Saturday, and recover in bed on Sunday. I want one of those weekends a month with a man that is busy too, and enjoys what he can get when he can get it. No games. No hang-ups. Oh and a lot of making out, because I remember now what it was like to be in high school and make out for hours, it’s FUCKING WONDERFUL!
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